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Jul. 28th, 2002 10:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
inner_stormThe weather's soooo hot hot hot!!! but i love it :-) i don't have to work, i don't have to do anything if i want, so i don't mind!
today i went swimming with my aunt, my uncle, and their three kids. i had a good time with the kids, we went playing with their boat, we went watercycling, ... and i laid in the sun, and watched some boys playing volley... i was totally relaxed and felt even good when people were watching me. Lately i had some problems with what people could think of me... you know like maybe i'm too ugly, maybe my clothes aren't right, maybe my hair, my attitude, my... you know... but today i was totally okay... i don't care what they think... i guess
Tomorrow i'm gonna babysit on these kids in the afternoon, playing watergames i learned when i was their age :-) think that's gonna be fun.
Further on... i'm getting more and more excited about leaving too ireland. I've heard to people who went studying there last year and they're both very very positive about it, and they're giving me some tips and advice... In my head I'm already figuring out how to handle it all, and I'm scared, but I know I'm gonna have a great time there! I love it... And everyone around me seems a bit excited about it too. Except my mom who's complaining all the time about me going and stuff, but she said last year i could go, so at least she could shut up. Anyway, i'm not paying a lot of attention to her complaints... The most is about money anyway... And once i'm there... i won't hear her nag anymore :-))
today i went swimming with my aunt, my uncle, and their three kids. i had a good time with the kids, we went playing with their boat, we went watercycling, ... and i laid in the sun, and watched some boys playing volley... i was totally relaxed and felt even good when people were watching me. Lately i had some problems with what people could think of me... you know like maybe i'm too ugly, maybe my clothes aren't right, maybe my hair, my attitude, my... you know... but today i was totally okay... i don't care what they think... i guess
Tomorrow i'm gonna babysit on these kids in the afternoon, playing watergames i learned when i was their age :-) think that's gonna be fun.
Further on... i'm getting more and more excited about leaving too ireland. I've heard to people who went studying there last year and they're both very very positive about it, and they're giving me some tips and advice... In my head I'm already figuring out how to handle it all, and I'm scared, but I know I'm gonna have a great time there! I love it... And everyone around me seems a bit excited about it too. Except my mom who's complaining all the time about me going and stuff, but she said last year i could go, so at least she could shut up. Anyway, i'm not paying a lot of attention to her complaints... The most is about money anyway... And once i'm there... i won't hear her nag anymore :-))
